Streetcar: “Back To Backwards”

I’ve been watching through the windows
And I’m learning what you think
The small talk gets smaller
And I’m hoping for anything

Watching me come to my senses
I am waiting up again
I am trying to find it out
Before you walk away

I’ve been waiting, is it hopeless
Just to wonder what it means
It’s turning all around me
Am I only seeing things?

Spinning’s the loneliest beginning
I knew it when I heard you say
“Am I walking backwards
If I am don’t walk away”

Anyday

The different sides of me
My eyes are opening
It’s crazy it’s crazy
But it’s all I want to be

And it’s all I ever wanted
I’m back to backwards